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Playful by peanut-pancake Playful :iconpeanut-pancake:peanut-pancake 2 1 Web and Seek by peanut-pancake Web and Seek :iconpeanut-pancake:peanut-pancake 2 0 Rosita by peanut-pancake Rosita :iconpeanut-pancake:peanut-pancake 0 0 Roy - the purled headed indian by peanut-pancake Roy - the purled headed indian :iconpeanut-pancake:peanut-pancake 0 0 indecisive. Edited. by peanut-pancake indecisive. Edited. :iconpeanut-pancake:peanut-pancake 0 0 indecision by peanut-pancake indecision :iconpeanut-pancake:peanut-pancake 0 0
The Diary of a Wristwatch
Diaries of a Wristwatch.
Take a breath, look around, and hear the sounds of the city. The harsh and busy noise pollution from the cars, trucks and public transport, taking all kinds of people to there jobs, to their homes or even to their children. The sound of spoilt children crying over spilt milk. The look of the orchid trees lining the paths, looking closely there is always one that is just that bit taller than the rest, the one striving to be different. The smell of the crisp afternoon air, and the melted ice cream running by your feet, you can almost picture the poor child who for only a second lost something they had tried and pestered so long for. But just as things are so simple, the children only pick themselves up to try harder again.  Just like the park I lay in I have also become abandoned, I was once loved, used and appreciated but now, I rust hidden beneath the sand until someone new comes to claim me.
My story begins in a small sweatshop in Asia, whe
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Lighthouse Family by peanut-pancake Lighthouse Family :iconpeanut-pancake:peanut-pancake 0 0
you make me mental.
I know that feeling that I want but I can't get there….I tried running, but I can never really think when I'm running.
I need it to go away.
It never does, not really.
I'm still confused, but I do all my thinking while I sleep...I have really weird dreams and talk to myself, I plan out conversation and then answer how I think the person would answer.
I'm mental...quite literally, I'm driving myself to insanity and it bugs me
I need a brain drain, I'm tired and I can't help but be angry about everything today.
Today there is no silver lining.
It's quite confusing and irritating.
Just listening...or reading is helping
Sorry to vent but I literally can't help myself today
It's really fucked up and my head hurts the pain is too intense...the whole in my chest is back.
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I'm standing alone, once again you left me here without you. Why do you keep doing this to me, better yet why do I let you? Is this anything like how love should be, because if it is I want no more of it. It's just cruel and unusual punishment.
Your touch still lingers on my neck and I can feel the goosebumps running down my chest. Perhaps its just the breeze as the rush of yet another train passes by. alone at a train station, how pathetic, the homeless man seems more alive than I do, with his bright crooked smile, as he plays his guitar busking for money to eat. I wish I could love what I do like he does.
I'm not alive without you, I just float from day to day, work and study is just a distraction to pass time until I get to see you again. Sleep no longer feels important, not as important as being with you. When I pass you in the school yard my heart beats just as hard, you brush me off for your mates but I don't really mind because at night when I see you, you tell me you love
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Jimmy Recard by peanut-pancake Jimmy Recard :iconpeanut-pancake:peanut-pancake 0 0
Love and Loss
I was the one who would scoff at lovers.
"breeders" I would say.
It 'used' to disgust me,
those happy couples only wanting to display affections in a public place.
but now,
Now I realize I was jealous, secretly.
Jealous of you and of what you have, jealous of your love.
I wanted that love, that lust.
The complete reassurance that you are doing the right thing, the touch you can only get from your love.
When you came into my life, I became my own enemy, and enjoyed every moment.
I was a "breeder" I only wanted you, only had eyes for you.
I wasn't letting you go, but you still left.
Now I'm lost again.
Now I hate again.
Is it ok that I blame you?
Is it ok for you to leave me?
I still love you, and you're gone.
Gone to a place that I can't get you back from, I will see you again.
Is it ok for you to leave me ?
I still love you, and your gone.
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heaven only knows
Heaven only knows
Where your gunna be
You're always on the run
You'll never get to be free
Heaven only knows
Always on the run
Running from the past
Running from the truth
Run run run
Heaven only knows
What going on in your mind
The fear that's overtaken you
The mess you've made
Heaven only knows
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Fuck. How do I put my life, my journey or whatever the fuck you would call it into words?  Disaster is the first word that comes to mind, accidental the second but the third lucky. I am one of the few "lucky" people who have survived, shit and come out breathing. Of course if you wanted to be like Freddy Prince you could have come out dead, not me I survived and all I have to show for it is a few scars, a foggy memory and a story. A story so irrelevant to people today that part of it can be related to.
My life one of major controversy, it took my mother surgery along with other complications for her to have me. The doctors said magical, my mother said "sheer dumb luck" and my dad said "my little ray of sunshine". I was a stubborn thing, I waited for the opportune moment to enter the world, my dad had been sober for months when his brother, my uncle pip came into town for the night, so dad got pissed as a nit, I decided to pop my head out and say HEY! Perfect timing right, it
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Wedding Bells??
Today's the day.
There is something in the air,
It's not love or nostalgia but something pleasant.
It must be the butterflies in my stomach,
the smile on my face,
or the excitement in my body.
Stretching in the morning air,
Breathing in the new day,
Leaping out of bed,
Straight into the strange feeling that lingers around me.
No need for coffee on this morning, I'm too awake.
A dress hangs on my door, a beautiful white dress.
A pair of blue earrings, a small garter handed down from my mother
A big bow that belonged to my best friend and,
A new bottle of perfume for my special day sit on my bedside table.
Today is the day.
Today is my day.
Today my heart will truly beat.
Today my life begins.
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rocks on at my window.
Rocks on my window, 3 at a time, tap, tap, tap……tap, tap, tap, I can here you but I don't want to open the window, I don't want to see you, my head says "bad idea, don't do this" but my heart says "love", I walk to the window and sure enough there you are so perfect in the moonlight, so irresistible.
Your brown shaggy hair and rumpled clothes, your barefoot on my cold grass, my heart had already opened the window to let you in, and I fought with myself to say go away, but I knew I wouldn't all I could do was nothing but a smile. Truth be told I wanted you, right then more than anything I had every wanted, like I only have oxygen when your near. Why do I feel drawn to you when everything my brain screams "STOP?" But I couldn't turn you away now, you were climbing in my window, and my subconscious had already kicked in. I was now watching the scene unfold from behind me, I was no longer attached to my body, but the feeling were still there, I could feel everything about you.
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Current Residence: Castle Cassandra
Favourite style of art: Creative Writing and photography
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Skin of choice: chicken breast
Personal Quote: "I was hiding under your porch because I Love you" Doug.
I am having serious procrastination issues...
I can't get any..................

  • Listening to: The XX
  • Reading: Wurthering Hights
  • Watching: youtube
  • Drinking: British day 'tea and scones'

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watashinoetoile Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2011
thanks for the :+fav:
Spinewinder Featured By Owner May 20, 2011  Professional Digital Artist
peanut-pancake Featured By Owner May 23, 2011
your welcome
tatehemlock Featured By Owner May 19, 2011  Professional Photographer
Thank you so much for the faves!
peanut-pancake Featured By Owner May 20, 2011
I've always loved your stuff XD
tatehemlock Featured By Owner May 20, 2011  Professional Photographer
Awww thank you so much!!
peanut-pancake Featured By Owner May 20, 2011
your very welcome :)
necroparkour Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for your fav :) Parkour <3 :P
peanut-pancake Featured By Owner May 3, 2011
no probs man, it's an epic sport XD
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